Things did not turn out I expected it to be though.
Went to gym as planned at 8.30am. While doing some excercise, thought I will be late for work. Decided to go to work at 1pm, after having lunch at home. However, when I reached home, it was 10.20am. Still in-time for me to get ready to go to work at 10.45am. Realised that the clock in the living room had stopped moving. Told Auntie Lita about it. To think she was still thinking it was only 9.35am. That is why she has not let girl girl take a nap. What a joke...
Packed my bag, bathed and headed for work.
Chui Wei called me to do a survey. Asked me on my view about cohabitation and marriage. A good point for me to wonder over. ***starts to think of the pros and cons of each***
Called him at 5pm to wake him up. He was awake already. Met me only at 9pm. We planned to meet at 8pm though. As usual... When I reached the MRT station, he had just left home. I went to shop around while waiting for him to come. Kept asking me to eat something first.
Ate a prawn dumpling and drank a packet of milk. When he arrived, we walked to our little home. We did not take any picture though. He meddled with it and changed the setting. Was quite pissed off then. Tried to get back the original setting but could not do so. Keep pulling a long face then. Kept finding fault with him just because of the camera. We almost quarrelled again!!! BUt he managed to keep things calm. Found out the root of my unhappiness. Suggested that I am to keep the camera, and not bring up the matter again.
Asked me if I want to eat satay. He was already late for work then. Told him it is alright. But in the end, he still brought me to eat. I knew he would keep on grumbling after eating. True enough, he did. This time, not after we ate. It was during we ate. Said he finish his share and will head to work 1st. Tears filled my eyes then. How annoying I can be then. I said not to eat but he insisted. And now, he blame me for everything. I just kept my cool and be as normal as I can.
Went to withdraw money to pay for his car. Realised he have no money left in the account after that. Poor thing. Wonder how he will survive with his new job. His pay will be lesser than what he is getting now, although his accomodation, food and laundry is provided. Suggested that he should sell off his house 1st. But then again, it was bought with his hard-earned money. If he sell it off, where is he going to live next time? At least he has something for his marriage. Is my saving able to last us through this lifetime? I am quite a spendthift as well, I admit.
Glad that family issues arose. This shows that there is still hope, I hope. We talked about having children next time, how to manage financial with the children. Wonder if I were to really migrate to Malaysia with him, will I be able to get all my CPF in cash then? If I am able to do so, we will have much more chas to spend then. But then again, it will not just be the 2 of us only. There will be kids, parents and other commitments. What a headache.
Also thinking, should I migrate over for good? Or should I continue working in Singapore, and go over after work. Because for sure, he will not want to stay in Singapore forever. However, part of me still wants to give birth in Singapore, want my kids to study in Singapore. Hope we will be financially stable already by the time we have a family. We better be so.
Right now, before he leaves, hope to go to Malaysia with him for a day. Maybe ask him to have a Saturday his off day. Then we can go over after I finish work and come back only the next day. What we can do there?
- Watch a movie
- Eat seafood
- Shopping
We shall see...
If not, shall see how many Sunperks points he has to redeem. If there is 4000, I will know what I want to redeem already. ***grins***
This weekend will be fully occupied. Tomorrow, I have a gathering with all my friends whom I know from Century Roxy Park hotel. On Sunday, I have reserved a Karaoke room to celebrate my sister's birthday.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:39 PM
